Oh Man, I wish I could just go to sleep right now and wake up to tomorrow. I have been doing everything possible to pass the day away. Who woulda thunk it? LOL Most of the time I just want to extend every hour in a day I possibly can, but today I want it over with, so I can wake up and start preparing for my interview at the TV station.
I am so afraid I will not be chosen now. Don't ask me why, I am just concerned. I want this so badly that it is sure to blow up in my face. I have a lot of people cheering me on, but the important thing is to impress my interviewers. I will be glad when the time is over with. Then whatever happens I will know I put my best foot forward. Maybe I will be lucky and only 12 candidates will show up ensuring me a spot. hehehe. No such luck I am sure. Everyone wants this just as much as I do.
Ok, here is my new thinking.....if I do NOT make it tomorrow, I am going to truly get serious about losing weight. I am going to sign up for Good Measure Meals anyway and do what is in my mind to do should I be lucky enough to garner a spot in the show. I am going to go back to Just Fitness, beg their forgiveness for being a jerk when I left before and work out like I am actually on the show. Let's see if I can beat the person who wins. Let me repeat myself, this is ONLY if I am NOT chosen as a top twelve contender this season.
Let's just consider the above a worse case scenario, because I AM going to be chosen a top twelve contestant and I AM going to win the entire enchilada. (big smile)
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