I have NEVER been so nervous and anxious in all my life. This morning in less than three hours I will know for sure if I am the Blue Team champion and I can hardly stand it. I am just not confident in the fact that I did enough and received enough votes to carry me through. I have no idea what Virginia has done so it is very, very nerve wracking. *sigh*.
The die has been cast and what happens this morning is already set in stone. I will be leaving shortly for the studio to find out. Having to go through the weekend without knowing is the hardest part. (dang holiday. LOL) I haven't slept, I have gone to the gym, and tried to keep my mind occupied, but it hasn't worked. LOL
In about 15 minutes I will put my shirt on and head to the station. I just want it to be done with. Either I am in or I am out. Either way I am still a winner an I have to remember that. I have come so dang far and have so much further to go, but I will continue on this journey. I have never made such strides before so I can't blow it now.
Ok, deep breath, breathe, breathe, I cannot believe how nervous I am. Virginia is a tough competitor and she has done so well. If I am to lose to anybody, I am glad it will be her. She can carry the blue team just as much as I can so whatever happens, we should be able to bring a win to Tim for the second time this year. He deserves it for all the hard work he has put into us during this competition.
Ok, I am going to relax for a few minutes and will report here when i get back from the station, one way or the other.
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